just looked at my calender.
4 more days 'til New Years. 3 more 'til New years Eve.
im qonna have to make the transition from writinq 2009 on my paper to 2010. now thats random.
my new years resolution is to pursue modelinq - FULL ON. im always talkinq about becominq a model but i dont really qo after it. this year im qonna try my hardest 2 do that. im turninq 18 this year && before my 18th birthday i wanna be able to say i went to a castinq call or somethinq.
Colleqe is also a biqq deal to me. acceptance or rejection letters should be rollinq in around feb. /march-ish. [cross ur finqers for me]. Im a city qirl but i wanna be able to say i traveled to qo 2 colleqe. lived on my own at a point. stuff like that.
i also dont want to become victim of a cute boy && slick words. i want to see past all of that. i attract the sweet && carinq boys but i chase after the bad ones. its like i look over the boys wit the most potential & iqnore their advances to qet to the no qood boys. i dont know what it is.. . & these few days i find myself not trustinq anyone. even if i feel the boy is tellinq the truth. i simply say 'stop lyinq.' 'lolsz,oh hush' or stuff like that to brush it off. its a habit i should break but its kinda hard. . .
I do not want to become one of those ppl that start of the new year with the 'new year, new me' bs. i want to really qo all out to do this. if i ever find myself not doinq any of my aspirations, i can always qo back && look at this && ill be on track aqain. . .
PeaceLove_Robyn ; the Real Deal.
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